其实我很紧张 也很害怕

昨天晚上到的伦敦。今天去参加了新学年第一个intro.

整个班上又是一群陌生的面孔。most with working experiences. They come from places which I even never heard of. Thursday each of us has to give a five-minute self presentation. It seems everyone has pretty much a lot to say about their prior experiences. They know clearly what they’d like to do. Why they are here. What attracts them. I’m not sure whether this is also the case for me.

I feel really nervous to meet new people now. Weird. Last years I’ve experiences so many same circumstances where I have to introduce myself in a circle, explaining why I’m here, who am I, what I’m interested, etc. I’m so sick of it now. Why do you expect to know me from merely 1min’s talking? After all why cannot people just know each other slowly and naturally? I’m not sure if I’m prepared for this master? Am I? It seems I am, from lots of perspectives. But then why I’m constantly questioning myself here? 

Maybe I’m just thinking too much. Maybe I need some more sleep and help myslef out from jeg lag. I hate to step out of my comfort zone one more time. I’m really, really overwhelmed. 

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