Never wish expectations and presumptions come true. cos they won’t. there’s always something happening out of your imagination. and it is not(or I persuaded myself to believe it is not) a bad thing.
I realise how impotent human is, within as small as a group and as large as the universe. It’s fortunate in a way since the more freedom/choices you have, the more difficult it is to land on the ground. I hate landing on the ground. But I have to. in order to get things done. We humans are just tiny creatures in this giant jungle, wiggling around and hoping something would become a tiny bit better.
Anyway! go back to work!