柔软

今天有三个meeting 中间还去警局注册 图书馆查资料 效率很高 可是晚上和Dormmy叙旧 她走后我也就瞎看看 什么也没做 想着大把的deadline有点罪恶 明天要好好读书才行。

不过今天跟dormmy聊天 发现自己的一点小变化 语气变得柔和缓慢 声音也不再那么高和尖了 dormmy和我一个夏天未见 她说我好像不再那么好强 开始松弛下来了。

我好开心。这是一个意想不到但是得到之后异常满足的变化。我现在还记得五周前我去找suzi telling her how overwhelmed I felt about the upcoming year. I still remember the exact words she said: “you cannot be top of everything. Give yourself sometime. It’s only the third day.”

And today when we chatted again, I said I finally started enjoying my new life. We both laughed out: “yay!” Suzi waved her arm like a young girl. I like her so much now. I want to become her – soft but resilient.

我希望我可以成为一个柔软又有韧性的人。我也不再有太多的期待了,我变得短视,潇潇说她不做一个月之外的打算。今天跟朋友聊天时候他问我之后的打算,我说两周之后的事情我现在不想。

这让我快乐。

我还希望我下一次成为一个柔软而有耐心的恋人。上一次我并没有做到。

晚安啦 这世界。

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